from On
Turning Ten
You tell me it is too early to be looking back,
but that is because you have forgotten
the perfect simplicity of being one
and the beautiful complexity introduced by two.
But I can lie on my bed and remember every digit.
At four I was an Arabian wizard.
I could make myself invisible
by drinking a glass of milk a certain way.
At seven I was a soldier, at nine a prince.
But now I am mostly at the window
watching the late afternoon light.
Back then it never fell so solemnly
against the side of my tree house,
and my bicycle never leaned against the garage
as it does today,
all the dark blue speed drained out of it.
. . .
It seems only yesterday I used to believe
there was nothing under my skin but light.
If you cut me I could shine.
—Billy Collins
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Optimism
More and more I have come to admire resilience.
Not the simple resistance of a pillow, whose foam
returns over and over to the same shape, but the sinuous
tenacity of a tree: finding the light newly blocked on one side,
it turns in another. A blind intelligence, true.
But out of such persistence arose turtles, rivers,
mitochondria, figs—all this resinous, unretractable earth.
—Jane Hirshfield
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Poem in October
It
was my thirtieth year to heaven
Woke to my hearing from harbour and neighbour
wood
And
the mussel pooled and the heron
Priested shore
The morning beckon
With water praying and call of seagull and
rook
And the knock of sailing boats on the webbed
wall
Myself to set foot
That second
In the still sleeping town and set forth.
My
birthday began with the water-
Birds and the birds of the winged trees flying my
name
Above
the farms and the white horses
And I rose
In a rainy autumn
And walked abroad in shower of all my days
High tide and the heron dived when I took the
road
Over the border
And the gates
Of the town closed as the town awoke.
A
springful of larks in a rolling
Cloud and the roadside bushes brimming with
whistling
Blackbirds
and the sun of October
Summery
On the hill's shoulder,
Here were fond climates and sweet singers
suddenly
Come in the morning where I wandered and
listened
To the rain wringing
Wind blow cold
In the wood faraway under me.
Pale
rain over the dwindling harbour
And over the sea wet church the size of a
snail
With
its horns through mist and the castle
Brown as owls
But all the gardens
Of spring and summer were blooming in the tall
tales
Beyond the border and under the lark full cloud.
There could I
marvel
My birthday
Away
but the weather turned around.
It
turned away from the blithe country
And down the other air and the blue altered
sky
Streamed
again a wonder of summer
With apples
Pears and red currants
And I saw in the turning so clearly a
child's
Forgotten mornings when he walked with his
mother
Through the parables
Of sunlight
And
the legends of the green chapels
And
the twice told fields of infancy
That his tears burned my cheeks and his heart
moved in mine.
These
were the woods the river and the sea
Where a boy
In the listening
Summertime of the dead whispered the truth of his
joy
To the trees and the stones and the fish in the
tide.
And the mystery
Sang alive
Still
in the water and singing birds.
And
there could I marvel my birthday
Away but the weather turned around. And the
true
Joy
of the long dead child sang burning
In the sun.
It was my thirtieth
Year
to heaven stood there then in the summer noon
Though
the town below lay leaved with October blood.
O may my heart's truth
Still be sung
On
this high hill in a year's turning.
—Dylan Thomas
image:
Christie B. Cochrell, Ribbons