To lift, to fetch, to drive, to shed, to pen,
Are acts I recognize, with all they mean
Of shepherding the unruly, for a kind of
Controlled woolgathering is my work too.
—Cecil Day Lewis
Writing poetry requires a lot of
wool-gathering,
and in twelve hours there's only so much
wool.
—Kay Ryan, then Poet Laureate, during a
colloquium at Stanford
My work,
like the poets', is a kind of woolgathering.
I gather impressions, inspiration, and iridescence from absolutely everywhere,
forever after trying to herd them into some kind of coherence and order. For instance, a list I made three years ago
of the details my god is in (god being, as we're told, in the details):
the
fossil fish
the
flute player sitting crosslegged on a sandstone ledge up at the Ceremonial Cave
(playing the interlude from Carmen)
the red
quintessence on a blackbird’s wing
a mound
of cloud seen from a plane (the little lights too, on the airplane wing, and
footprints)
a hefty
PG Wodehouse collection
Rilke in
translation
graham
crackers and milk
a Paris
rooftop with a little children’s wading pool
the
cat’s eye at the end of Tristes Tropiques
the
Emperor Concerto
a spool
of turquoise thread
a curl
of lemon peel
goldfish
swimming in silky circles
rain in
the late afternoon
a
rhubarb-red umbrella, furled
the
frozen breath of lions in the January zoo
a
minister in cowboy boots
Western
ghost towns
the
Rhine in early June, a boat running down it
the
Taiko drummers through an open door one evening after class
sea
turtles in slow caramelly motion
three
red flowerpots
the big
bowl of a pipe (Maigret or Sherlock Holmes)
light
catching on a reeling cloud of sandpipers
the
seeds in a dried chili pod
forsythia
landing
in Sicily after a night and half day’s flight
what
grows on lava
burned
pine trees nourishing new growth
the
movements of a white knight on a chessboard
the
efficient little legs of a dachsund
espadrilles
mittens
carved santos
inner-tubing
in the snow at Hyde Park
mercury,
spilling heavily from a broken thermometer
Chinon
wine, cool and tasting of the earth
the
taverna under the ancient aqueduct full of nesting ravens
a silver
shaman
handprints
in deep French caves
the tutu
store, with satin toe shoes
an
elevator repairman in the Algonquin
gingko
leaves
Etruscan
filigree
a
wind-ruffled apple orchard
Zaatar
spices
the old
Chimera bookshop
library
ladders
the old
women fishing for shrimp with nets near Hilo Bay
oxbow
rivers silvered with the last sunlight
picnics
with Tanqueray martinis
pork
loin stuffed with herbs
the
shape of certain Js and Cs
Snoopy
typing on his doghouse
the
stripes of melons
a Keats
tag on a carry-on bag
the
Irish fishmonger on the high street
cutting
out lacy paper snowflakes
deerskin
moccasins
shadow
boxes
sprouting
pinto beans in milk cartons
growing
alum crystals
geodes
So for
this loopy work, what in the world—wherever in the world—is my workspace? (In answer to a posting in a friend's
Facebook forum.) Where does all of that
wool come from, and go, to be carded and spun and woven into even or unruly stripes? Here's a partial answer, or the beginning of
one.
Books,
everywhere—on my writing room shelf; upstairs in a Canterbury shop; in Lewes near
the W. Sussex Downs, where Sherlock Holmes retired to tend his beehives; or in
the carved hands of a quiet reader with her child on Canyon Road, on my way to
The Teahouse Santa Fe to sit under apricot trees and gather thoughts and a
lifetime of memories in my open notebook.
A few of
my muses. A Zuni fetish horse, a luminescent
stone, the juncos that come to my Zen stone and the basin of the St. Francis
from Mission San Juan Bautista. Kwan Yin, the Buddhist goddess of compassion,
who has lived unrecognized in our patio first underneath the Greek flag then
under a flight of cloth birds, confused with Shiva for reasons I don't
remember. A disarming old saint in
Bath. My lovely John, in the cloister of
Canterbury Cathedral.
The
stuff of poetry—what feeds my spiritual being, my work, my life.
Sensual
and spiritual riches: colors, etc.
. lilacs
(these in Kew Gardens)
. peonies
and sunstruck glass (left by a friend)
Travel,
across the world.
. oranges
(the artist's house in North Kohala where I once holed up to write)
. stolen
days in Mallorca (a ruinous old finca borrowed for my ghazal-writing detective,
and the green door his archaeologist partner comes across while walking each
morning around Alcudia's medieval walls, planning her lecture on Carthaginian
goddesses)
Letters
and words. A fascination of letters to choose
among; languages to lure me in, to puzzle out.
These, in
. Treviso,
on the way to Venice
. Pu'uhonua
o Honaunau, the ancient Place of Refuge (nao = grain of wood or stone, a
slight ripple on the water; pio = to die down, as a wave)
My
writing and art. Work in progress (the
tea probably Happiness, but maybe Spring Cherry, lavender white; the page from
"Whole Cloth," the second of my novellas set in Mallorca); pages from
collage notebooks; a row of mailboxes in Santa Fe, waiting for letters that I
alone in the world, it seems, still send.
The
spaces themselves.
. My
writing room, and some of its offerings.
. The
patio behind our cottage, my well-loved outdoor writing space, and place of
inspiration/restoration. Skies that
transport me; things that come from someplace else, and take me back, away,
with them, like water rippling out from a still center.
. Borrowed
spaces, across the world. Santa Cruz,
the hushed cathedral of redwoods, Keauhou Bay, Treviso. Kew Gardens again, with John in the perfect
reading and writing spot, an ideal place for woolgathering.
image: Christie B. Cochrell, page from collage notebook
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