Joies de Vivre: Kaleidoscope

I've always loved the symmetrical but chancy light- and color-filled window of the kaleidoscope.  As with a geode, or a pomegranate, the wonder inside the unassuming tube is entirely concealed until you venture in.

image:  Kaleidoscope, About . com

Solace for the Solstice

On this first day of summer, I’m happily doing summery things.

. Brewing peppermint tea.

. Rereading Marcovaldo.

. Getting ready to write the last scenes of my Mallorcan mystery story.

. Making sandwiches with avocado, spinach, and goat cheese.

. Thinking about Stonehenge, about King Arthur, about maybe rereading The Once and Future King, and The Astrology of the Ancients.

. Buying carnations for the Italian pitcher, remembering the long-ago summer of staying in a borrowed flat with polished wooden floors on Russian Hill in San Francisco and replenishing a vase of pale yellow carnations every week.  How cool it was up there after the heat of Palo Alto.

. Choosing a galia melon.

. Writing a postcard of a sailboat with full-bellied sails.

image:  Summer Solstice, Stonehenge, stonehengetours.com

Lazy Summer Reading

While Proust seems to me the perfect winter reading (all holed up by the fireplace with your favorite slippers and Old English Sheepdog), the books I want to read during those lazy, dazy summer days are something quite different.  Here are some old favorites, perfect for the riverbank or other deep shade:

William Faulkner, The Sound and the Fury (favorite quotes here)

Marguerite Duras, Les petits chevaux de Tarquinia

Marguerite Duras, The Sailor from Gibraltar

Herman Raucher, Summer of ‘42

John Cheever, Oh, What a Paradise It Seems

John Fowles, The Magus

Virginia Woolf, To the Lighthouse

Rumer Godden, Battle of the Villa Fiorita

Henry James, Portrait of a Lady

Lawrence Clark Powell, The Blue Train

Alan Bradley, The Sweetness at the Bottom of the Pie

Rose Macaulay, The Towers of Trebizond

J.L. Carr, A Month in the Country

Basho, Narrow Road to the Deep North

David Payne, Early from the Dance

Elizabeth Buchan, Consider the Lily

Arthur Phillips, The Egyptologist

Agatha Christie, Murder in Mesopotamia

Mary Stewart, My Brother Michael

Josephine Tey, The Singing Sands

Connie Willis, To Say Nothing of the Dog

Julian Barnes, Flaubert’s Parrot

(I could go on!)

image:  Claude Monet, Bathing at La Grenouille 1869

A Picnic for Week's End

A photo of the gorgeous picnic that graced my birthday week.  What a treat it is to have good friends.

Thank you!

Let us be grateful to people who make us happy, they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.

—Marcel Proust

image:  Picnic June 15, 2012, Davey Hubay

The Rosy Days of Summer

I would love a proper rose garden, thick with shade and bloom and laden trellises, where I could sit and read on summer days.  (With or without mission or castle.)

 

images:  Christie B. Cochrell, Roses:  Mission Santa Clara, Thendara Lane, Warwick Castle

A Handful of Birthday Poems

from On Turning Ten

You tell me it is too early to be looking back,
but that is because you have forgotten
the perfect simplicity of being one
and the beautiful complexity introduced by two.
But I can lie on my bed and remember every digit.
At four I was an Arabian wizard.
I could make myself invisible
by drinking a glass of milk a certain way.
At seven I was a soldier, at nine a prince.

But now I am mostly at the window
watching the late afternoon light.
Back then it never fell so solemnly
against the side of my tree house,
and my bicycle never leaned against the garage
as it does today,
all the dark blue speed drained out of it.

. . .

It seems only yesterday I used to believe
there was nothing under my skin but light.
If you cut me I could shine.

—Billy Collins

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Optimism

More and more I have come to admire resilience.
Not the simple resistance of a pillow, whose foam
returns over and over to the same shape, but the sinuous
tenacity of a tree: finding the light newly blocked on one side,
it turns in another. A blind intelligence, true.
But out of such persistence arose turtles, rivers,
mitochondria, figs—all this resinous, unretractable earth.

—Jane Hirshfield

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Poem in October

  It was my thirtieth year to heaven     

Woke to my hearing from harbour and neighbour wood        

  And the mussel pooled and the heron                

        Priested shore           

   The morning beckon     

With water praying and call of seagull and rook     

And the knock of sailing boats on the webbed wall           

   Myself to set foot                

      That second        

In the still sleeping town and set forth.       

 

  My birthday began with the water-     

Birds and the birds of the winged trees flying my name        

  Above the farms and the white horses                 

      And I rose            

    In a rainy autumn     

And walked abroad in shower of all my days     

High tide and the heron dived when I took the road            

    Over the border                

      And the gates        

Of the town closed as the town awoke.     

   

  A springful of larks in a rolling    

Cloud and the roadside bushes brimming with whistling        

  Blackbirds and the sun of October                

        Summery            

     On the hill's shoulder,     

Here were fond climates and sweet singers suddenly     

Come in the morning where I wandered and listened            

   To the rain wringing                

      Wind blow cold        

In the wood faraway under me.  

      

  Pale rain over the dwindling harbour     

And over the sea wet church the size of a snail        

  With its horns through mist and the castle                

        Brown as owls             

     But all the gardens     

Of spring and summer were blooming in the tall tales     

Beyond the border and under the lark full cloud.

     There could I marvel                

        My birthday        

  Away but the weather turned around.     

   

  It turned away from the blithe country     

And down the other air and the blue altered sky        

  Streamed again a wonder of summer                

        With apples             

     Pears and red currants     

And I saw in the turning so clearly a child's     

Forgotten mornings when he walked with his mother             

     Through the parables                

        Of sunlight        

  And the legends of the green chapels    

    

  And the twice told fields of infancy     

That his tears burned my cheeks and his heart moved in mine.        

  These were the woods the river and the sea                

        Where a boy             

     In the listening     

Summertime of the dead whispered the truth of his joy     

To the trees and the stones and the fish in the tide.            

     And the mystery                

        Sang alive        

  Still in the water and singing birds.    

    

  And there could I marvel my birthday     

Away but the weather turned around. And the true        

  Joy of the long dead child sang burning                

        In the sun.             

     It was my thirtieth        

  Year to heaven stood there then in the summer noon        

  Though the town below lay leaved with October blood.             

     O may my heart's truth                

        Still be sung        

  On this high hill in a year's turning.

—Dylan Thomas

image:  Christie B. Cochrell, Ribbons

Places I Would Rather Be

Today, and indeed every day.

"You may have the universe if I may have Italy."

—Giuseppe Verdi

(You see I am torn between home and elsewhere—though this could easily be home.)

image:  Seven Arts Friends

Nesting

Much as I love to travel, there are certain times I just want to be at home, nestled—or nested—in.  My rituals this time of year include making sure there’s cold tea in the refrigerator, berries in a painted bowl, tomatoes and haricots verts handy for salads, and a little fish to grill; watering the lime tree and my new Japanese eggplant and herb plants while it’s cool in the patio; pulling out favorite old jeans and my Thoreau Sauntering Society t-shirt; finding a good book for summer reading (such as The Wisdom of Donkeys); settling down to write in a shady outdoor corner or gently sun-dappled room; eating supper outdoors to accompanying birdsong.

Nesting is a bit more hectic among the finches, who are busily all morning pulling stuffing out of the arms of the easychair on the patio, thinking it a terrific find.  At least they’re not building their nest behind the washing machine this year, bless them, where last year having to politely avoid going near the nursery was a continual nuisance!

Image:  Christie B. Cochrell, Backyard

The Pleasures of the Weekend

How I love the small pleasures of a weekend—

. roasting peppers, to marinate

. making tapenade with orange peel and mint from my new mint plant

. wrapping gifts with complementary green and purple ribbons

. working on my Prospero poem to finish the collection

. listening to a violin concerto by a forgotten composer

. watching peonies open in my majolica pitcher

. the illusion of abundant time
. putting on my Shakespeare Santa Cruz sweatshirt against the welcome evening chill

image:  Pierre Bonnard, The Provençal Jug (Le Pot provençal), 1930

Bells Ringing out a Blessing

One thing I always love about Europe, and Italy in particular, is the ringing of the church bells on Sundays, the awakening to an exuberant new day.  In Durham, too, when I was staying in the old castle that is the University, across the close from the Cathedral, the bells were a large and friendly presence.

These lines from Mary Oliver’s poem “The Fawn” speak of the experience that I remember and 
miss—

    the bells once more tipped and tumbled
And rang through the morning, announcing
The going forth of the blessed.

image:  Christie B. Cochrell, Bells, San Juan Capistrano Mission